In a surprising revelation, Choi Soobin, the leader of the K-pop group TOMORROW X TOGETHER, shared his emotional journey during their historic performance at the 2022 Lollapalooza in Chicago. This performance marked the first time a K-pop group had graced the Lollapalooza stage, making it a significant milestone for the whole industry.
TXT Live at Lollapalooza 2022 (Full Performance)
While the performance was a success, Soobin‘s experience was not as joyous as one might expect. In the Disney+ documentary, TOMORROW X TOGETHER: Our Lost Summer, Soobin confessed to feeling isolated and unsatisfied with his performance. Contrary to his members who described the day as their happiest since their debut, Soobin admitted to crying in his hotel room after the show.
🐰: You know, after lollapalooza, I cried so hard in my hotel room. All the other members were saying it was their happiest day since their debut as singers, but…I didn't feel the same. pic.twitter.com/m7k8fcLydV
— dose of soobin (@doseofcsb) July 28, 2023
Soobin‘s candid confession has shed light on the pressures and expectations that come with being a performer. He expressed how hard it was for him to let go and enjoy himself on stage, especially when there were no dance moves to guide him. He felt awkward and isolated, unable to meet his own high standards.
Despite these feelings, Soobin remained dedicated to his fans. He expressed his desire to earn the love and support of the fans through his performances. Even when he felt he wasn’t receiving the response he hoped for, Soobin continued to give his all in every performance. His commitment to his fans was evidenced by his promise to always work hard. He saw that as the best way to express his love for them and repay them for their support.
🐰: "I want to be able to hold on to all my fans so they wont leave me."
🐰: ". . . I always gave my best because I wanted to repay the fans for their love and express my love for them as well. Thats why i worked so hard." pic.twitter.com/nC95RKO4jJ— dose of soobin (@doseofcsb) July 28, 2023
Soobin received support from fans
Soobin’s admission elicited an outpouring of support from TXT’s fans, known as MOA, aka Moments of Alwaysness. Not only did they commend him for his honesty and vulnerability, but they also told him they would stand by his side no matter what. Soobin’s confession deepened his relationship with his fans and highlighted the human side of being a K-pop idol.
soobin im not going anywhere im right here forever. Dont ever feel isolated because we love you SO SO much and i really hope you see yourself the way we see you. You always are so responsible and always perform SO amazingly it gives me goosebumps.we are right here forever soobin.
— ❀ Do It Like Jen ❀ SHINee is BACK (@Kpopyouknowyea) July 29, 2023
In the face of these revelations, TXT is set to return to Lollapalooza in Chicago, this time as the first K-pop group to headline the American music festival on August 5. As fans eagerly await their return, they carry with them a deeper understanding and appreciation of the emotional journey that Soobin goes through behind the scenes. – K-Pop News Writer
Featured Image: Soobin normally puts on a brave face for the fans, but sometimes he can’t help but get emotional. Source: Twitter/@csbpics.
